Fourth of July Catastrophe

Happy (late) Fourth of July everyone!

Unfortunately, not good news :( Work was HECTIC. I have a lot of patience for a person, either with waiting for something or dealing with something. But today, everyone was pushing my buttons. Not in a nice way. I could say that i'm a pushover, but once things reach a certain point, I am a very not so nice person. I get called bitch many of times by disgruntled people, but I understand that because I am only doing my job. But racism is brought into the fraction, it's just so intolerable. With the first couple of times I heard it, okay heard that been there, mmkay. But damn, hearing it OVER 20 times in a day, it just whittles away what's little that's left of me. Being called names just for being who I am. It really demoralizes me and I still feel like shit. It's not like I asked to be me, if I could have it the way I want, I'd want to be white. So I decided to quit, but since they have the schedule already made, I don't want to be an inconvenience, so i'll probably work my schedule and then be done after that schedule. I worked 10 hours, getting paid minimum wage, so not worth $70 of dealing with that.

Other than that. I am definitely not going to talk to the one SD, he IMs me and once and a while says "hey" or "whats up", but he never gave me what he promised so I refuse to talk to him. What a user.

I don't really talk to Mr. Flirt all that much, all he does is flirt and talk, nothing else and I feel like i'm wasting a lot of time if I just keep on with him.

Mr. BF (he's the only one that seems promising) sent me an iPod Touch and I'm going to go visit him this weekend. That's all I can really look forward to, today really ranked up at #1 on worst day ever.

Please please please give me a better day!
xo